It’s eight p.m. and I ain’t got nothin

pocket watch

We said today we would talk. He arranged a neutral location. We got take out. Then he tells me he has to take his new car for stereo repairs. The car that he has had less than a month. The car that needed stereo repairs the day after he bought it. When I asked when [...]

World Mental Health Day 2012 : depression hurts and there is help

World Mental Health Day

For centuries, depression has been marginalized all over the world. Everyday desperately sad people are told to put their chin up and think happy thoughts. This is not Peter Effing Pan, people.  I live it everyday. I have a team of medical professionals, friends and family who are committed to making sure I don’t fall into the [...]

Very fitting for my life right now

asshole vase someecard

I have a shop

poetry stones

I’m still crocheting like a mad woman. Fitting, perhaps? I opened a shop on etsy and there is a long list of unique items that I sell for low prices. I want to share the love.  Also, I am running out of storage space. Use the code “MAMIKAZEROCKS” for 25% off of your order. Do [...]

The writing on the wall

mamikaze family

Stick to your guns. Put your foot down. Don’t be a doormat. Shit. I didn’t. I have been lulled into passive agressive codependent interactions. I keep holding on to the sweet way he said he would try harder to learn about the nature of my conditions. I let my guard down. We just passed our [...]