My ambivalence for him never lifted. At first, I stayed with my mom. The kids enjoyed hanging out with Nana and the cousins but the constant back and forth for therapy was too much. Since I am not good with the saying how I feel to him part, I wrote him a letter. That was July 10th. I asked him to stay somewhere so the girls could have the consistency they need. It took a load off.
Things between him and me haven’t improved. I have stopped trying. I am tired. I am not willing to be the one carrying the relationship any longer. It’s